That Time Again ❤ (The War Between Heart And Mind)
So it's springtime.
The time of love. The time of people to get hitched or find new love.
Which is great.
My heart is into those kind of things.
My mind is more practical.
While my heart says "Send him a text"
My mind says "Don't do it! He's probably not thinking of you the way you're thinking of him."
"It's SPRINGTIME!!" my heart all but bellows, and my mind shoots back "I couldn't give a-"
"Language," my mouth mumbles, and it's silent again.
So I put my phone down. My mind wins. But my heart has me gazing at his picture. He doesn't have to know that I am thinking of him.
Nobody has to know.
*Sigh*.
So here I am, munching chocolate. No ice cream. I'm not depressed.
Half an hour later my heart overrules my mind and I'm snatching up my phone again.
"Send a text, send a text," my heart whispers.
"Don't do it," my mind says curtly, but for once I choose my heart over my mind and begin texting.
"Hi. What you up to?"
No, that's just for idle conversation. But I cant just send "I really want us to be together". What to do. What to freaking do.
So I put the phone down again and pick up my chocolates.
Almost in tears two hours later. It's like my mind knows what's best for me but my heart knows what's good for me. I'll send the damn text.
"And if you get rejected? What then?" my mind demands. "You'll be depressed! Sad everyday, I wont have it! Stay in the friend zone."
Before my heart could counter this my phone goes off and I snatch it up.
It's HIM!!!
"Hey. This is going to sound so random. You're a close friend and it's great, but I was wondering if you'd like to go to the movies sometime this week?"
"HA!!" I shout, and my heart beats triumphantly. I wait for a few minutes before replying, not wanting to seem eager. Then I text back.
"Sure, sounds like a plan."
Sounds like a plan?! Why not "I'd love to or something??"
"Don't act eager!" my mind snaps, and I roll my eyes as my phone goes off, another text.
"Great! I cant wait to see you."
I stare at the screen. Then I laugh. And keep laughing. And laugh so more. This is crazy I cant believe it!
Throwing caution and mind to the winds, I reply.
"Cant wait to see you either. In fact I was going to text you if you didn't text me. xXx."
He replies with five kisses.
"xXxXx."
So! Hehe. It's springtime.
The time of love. The time of people to get hitched or find new love.
WHICH IS GREAT!!!! 😀
Makala Thomas 🙂